Someday Au Revoir With A Smile On

I had quite a frustrating day at work today and have been having multiple inner monologues with myself about it. The fella is getting better at reading me and that when I just go into shut down mode it's because my mind is whirring like a tornado, smoke all a steamin!


There are good days and bad days. Pros and Cons. Sometimes the promise of greatness seems slightly attainable, but today I was just really crushed by something my boss said.

So I've been asked to stay longer, later hours which means a typical 11-12 hour work day at my day job. And time and time again I have tried to explain to my boss I cannot stay 11 hours every evening as I have plans after certain work days (Bible Study on Mondays and Tuesday Night Dinners with my Church). And he responded to this that my "personal life can't be excuses" and that I must stay late every day until the launch of our new project (which has now been moved to October...it was March, then June, then Aug, now October)

I'm starting to wonder if it's worth all the stress. Then part of me worries about just doing A | V full time. Can I do it? Have you ever taken a scary leap? How did you get the guts to do it?

Today my feet are shaky and I hate that.